Fic: Complicating Feelings
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cloversworldTitle: Complicating Feelings
Series: Bedmates - 11
Author: clover71
Fandom: Uta no Prince-sama
Pairing: Ichinose Tokiya/ Ittoki Otoya
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 800
Description: written for the word prompt 'memories' from the 1drabble theme
A/N: Title is part of the lyrics translated to English of the song 'Independence' by Ichinose Tokiya [C.V. Miyano Mamoru]
Summary & Disclaimer: see MASTER POST
Lovely was the first word that sprung to mind the moment Tokiya saw Otoya in his current attire. Not that he preferred Otoya in a girl's clothes, but it made him more alluring in a whole new level.
Otoya didn't seem uncomfortable at the least though. He just skipped from one shop to another with Tomochika and Haruka, not paying heed to the eyes that lingered his way.
Tokiya felt a stab of jealousy seeing other guys watching His Otoya with overt interest. He kept watchful eyes on his roommate, ready to spring into action should a stranger dare approach him.
A gust of wind blew past, lifting Otoya's skirt just a bit, giving Tokiya a glimpse of those smooth-looking thighs. Tokiya shut his eyes close to rid of the lewd thoughts creeping into his already disconcerted mind but this evoked images of Otoya naked and sprawled on the bed instead.
It wasn't a dream. He knew it wasn’t. Regardless of how much he tried to convince himself it was, but Tokiya knew, that he did something most unforgivable. He may have stumbled out of Otoya's bed unconsciously the morning after, may have thought it was a strange coincidence that he woke up naked on his bed with Otoya equally naked across the room, but.
It took a while for him to piece things together – only because he'd been in stupendous denial – but he was positive he'd act out a desire he'd deemed most forbidden, one that he'd painstakingly buried in the deepest corner of his subconscious.
Otoya was young and vibrant but Tokiya's greed only sullied that pure innocence and inebriation wasn't even an excuse. He only had those cretinous affiliates in his agency – well, the agency he was about to leave, anyway – to blame for luring him into consuming all those cocktails filled with just about any alcohol he couldn't identify despite of the fact he was far from being of drinking age.
The resulting aloofness that Otoya had shown him days after that incident was a painful blow. He liked Otoya, truly cared for him, and yes, he may have… well, other feelings, but he wasn't supposed to act on that. He wasn't. But. Seeing Otoya jerking himself in the bathroom just the week before wasn't making matters easier for him
Something cold touched his cheek and his eyes sprang open.
"Tired, Icchi?" Ren asked, the corners of his mouth curled up into a teasing smirk.
"Not really." Tokiya took the can of cold green tea that Ren offered, murmuring, "Thanks," as Ren plopped down beside him on the bench. His gaze strayed over to where he last saw Otoya but he wasn't there. He and the girls had moved further down the street, but still close enough for Tokiya to catch a glimpse of the sparkle in Otoya's eyes as he peered into a store's window.
"Staring at the little lamb, eh?" Ren said before taking a gulp from his own drink. "I should tell you though that I saw her first." Before Tokiya could form a proper response, Ren added, "Doesn't Ikki look adorable in his outfit? Though personally, I think he looks adorable in just about anything, don't you think so?" with eyes slanting over to Tokiya.
On impulse, Tokiya lifted up his proverbial shield to prevent Ren from seeing through him, and words that were totally the opposite of what his heart dictated came stumbling out of his mouth. "I think he's annoying as hell."
Ren regarded him with a raised eyebrow though, said, "Hmm? You sure you're being honest to yourself?" with a teasing inflection that made Tokiya raise his shield higher.
"What are you doing here, Ren?" Tokiya said in hopes this would divert Ren from the conversation path he had taken. "I thought you were tailing after Hijirikawa-san like a dog in heat."
"Aww." Ren tilted his head to leer at him. "You make me sound desperate. It hurts you know," he said before taking another swig of his drink. "Well Shinomi had dragged Hijirikawa to a toy store, saying he found some cute stuffed animals – Shinomi's words, not mine – and thought Hijirikawa would like to buy some for his sister."
"I see."
The can Tokiya had been nursing in his hand had become warmer and just as he was contemplating whether to throw it away, Otoya bounded over to them, saying, "Man, I'm beat. And thirsty too," which prompted him to offer the beverage with a warning that it wasn't as cold anymore.
"Thanks, Tokiya." Otoya accepted it with a bit of hesitation but he took a sip anyway. A drop of the liquid rolled over his chin and down his throat and it was so enthralling that Tokiya couldn't tear his eyes away. Crap, he really needed help.
Series: Bedmates - 11
Author: clover71
Fandom: Uta no Prince-sama
Pairing: Ichinose Tokiya/ Ittoki Otoya
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 800
Description: written for the word prompt 'memories' from the 1drabble theme
A/N: Title is part of the lyrics translated to English of the song 'Independence' by Ichinose Tokiya [C.V. Miyano Mamoru]
Summary & Disclaimer: see MASTER POST
Lovely was the first word that sprung to mind the moment Tokiya saw Otoya in his current attire. Not that he preferred Otoya in a girl's clothes, but it made him more alluring in a whole new level.
Otoya didn't seem uncomfortable at the least though. He just skipped from one shop to another with Tomochika and Haruka, not paying heed to the eyes that lingered his way.
Tokiya felt a stab of jealousy seeing other guys watching His Otoya with overt interest. He kept watchful eyes on his roommate, ready to spring into action should a stranger dare approach him.
A gust of wind blew past, lifting Otoya's skirt just a bit, giving Tokiya a glimpse of those smooth-looking thighs. Tokiya shut his eyes close to rid of the lewd thoughts creeping into his already disconcerted mind but this evoked images of Otoya naked and sprawled on the bed instead.
It wasn't a dream. He knew it wasn’t. Regardless of how much he tried to convince himself it was, but Tokiya knew, that he did something most unforgivable. He may have stumbled out of Otoya's bed unconsciously the morning after, may have thought it was a strange coincidence that he woke up naked on his bed with Otoya equally naked across the room, but.
It took a while for him to piece things together – only because he'd been in stupendous denial – but he was positive he'd act out a desire he'd deemed most forbidden, one that he'd painstakingly buried in the deepest corner of his subconscious.
Otoya was young and vibrant but Tokiya's greed only sullied that pure innocence and inebriation wasn't even an excuse. He only had those cretinous affiliates in his agency – well, the agency he was about to leave, anyway – to blame for luring him into consuming all those cocktails filled with just about any alcohol he couldn't identify despite of the fact he was far from being of drinking age.
The resulting aloofness that Otoya had shown him days after that incident was a painful blow. He liked Otoya, truly cared for him, and yes, he may have… well, other feelings, but he wasn't supposed to act on that. He wasn't. But. Seeing Otoya jerking himself in the bathroom just the week before wasn't making matters easier for him
Something cold touched his cheek and his eyes sprang open.
"Tired, Icchi?" Ren asked, the corners of his mouth curled up into a teasing smirk.
"Not really." Tokiya took the can of cold green tea that Ren offered, murmuring, "Thanks," as Ren plopped down beside him on the bench. His gaze strayed over to where he last saw Otoya but he wasn't there. He and the girls had moved further down the street, but still close enough for Tokiya to catch a glimpse of the sparkle in Otoya's eyes as he peered into a store's window.
"Staring at the little lamb, eh?" Ren said before taking a gulp from his own drink. "I should tell you though that I saw her first." Before Tokiya could form a proper response, Ren added, "Doesn't Ikki look adorable in his outfit? Though personally, I think he looks adorable in just about anything, don't you think so?" with eyes slanting over to Tokiya.
On impulse, Tokiya lifted up his proverbial shield to prevent Ren from seeing through him, and words that were totally the opposite of what his heart dictated came stumbling out of his mouth. "I think he's annoying as hell."
Ren regarded him with a raised eyebrow though, said, "Hmm? You sure you're being honest to yourself?" with a teasing inflection that made Tokiya raise his shield higher.
"What are you doing here, Ren?" Tokiya said in hopes this would divert Ren from the conversation path he had taken. "I thought you were tailing after Hijirikawa-san like a dog in heat."
"Aww." Ren tilted his head to leer at him. "You make me sound desperate. It hurts you know," he said before taking another swig of his drink. "Well Shinomi had dragged Hijirikawa to a toy store, saying he found some cute stuffed animals – Shinomi's words, not mine – and thought Hijirikawa would like to buy some for his sister."
"I see."
The can Tokiya had been nursing in his hand had become warmer and just as he was contemplating whether to throw it away, Otoya bounded over to them, saying, "Man, I'm beat. And thirsty too," which prompted him to offer the beverage with a warning that it wasn't as cold anymore.
"Thanks, Tokiya." Otoya accepted it with a bit of hesitation but he took a sip anyway. A drop of the liquid rolled over his chin and down his throat and it was so enthralling that Tokiya couldn't tear his eyes away. Crap, he really needed help.